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hey..tagal ko nang walang post.. ive been really busy.. suuper.. its been a month since the holidays but i feel like i want to have another vacation! haha.. im sooo stressed out, suuuper daming things to do.. we'll be having our defense tomorrow.. and i want to tell you something about that.. haha..

we changed our topic three times!! nagcram kami ng last week before the defense! hahaha.. pero i think we got a better topic naman na kay namin defend! wehehe.. OMG..

ayuuun... suuper gulo rin pala ng school.. ilang beses kaming nalipat ng duty.. grrr!? tapos ang masakit pa don, di kami informed! WTF dba? all of a sudden biglang sa ganitong hospital.. sa ganito.. we had our duty @ PHPGH for one day, OSMUN for 2 days then ngayon, sa Cardinal.. yung one day&2days, sa isang week yun nag-iba ha! ang gulo noh?
anyway, i dont like it @ Cardinal.. xadong strict.. dont like the CI that much, as compared to our other CI's na sobrang ayaw na namin iwanan.. especially mam baniqued.. *soobbs*.. puro xa talaga yung binabanggit namin ngayon na inaapi kami sa Cardinal.. haha.. ang drama.. but we really miss her..

about school.. doing fine.. but im a bit worried about my grades.. i got a 4/15 for NCm.. coz i really knew a little about that.. and my stuck knowledge didnt work.. badtrip! i want to get better grades kaya.. so im gonna do better! naiinis nanaman tuloy ako! *grr????*

haii naku.. then now we're having probs with the thesis again.. waaaaaaaaaaah...



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"im jst hir if u nid me! jst wnt to mke it up to u!if u let me??wiLL you?im wiLLing to accept u agen. . ."

anuuu daw!??

ammmbilis! ammmbilis umaksyon! haha.. gwabe..

it was 2 days ago when i had a big fight w/ my bf.. hmm.. i was thinkin twice about the relationship nung mga panahong yun.. i was really hurt about what happened.. *sweecret na un ah?* but i love him tooo much to let him go.. i cant even accept the thought of leaving him.. its too hurtful.. but when i was really mad, suupper.. di ako natulog and all.. i threw my fone & someone else's fone.. my knuckles got a bit sore because of my punching-drama.. my head was really floating.. and i was really feeling hot that time because of my deep anger.. grrrr..!? and then.. i changed my friendster profile,, iMMEDiATELY! i was again single, no anythin about me, changed my e-mail address.. i just wrote stuff filled w/ rage and angst.. i pretended to be strong.. well.. i know that you all know.. i wasnt..

the day after that, my barrier was still up.. i didnt care about anythin @ all.. i drank booze & i even wanted to smoke.. i just opted to do CRAAAAzzzYY stuff.. in front of him.. but i couldnt.. i cant stay angry.. i cried, suuupper !!! stream talaga! ayuun.. but i was half drunk!

haii.. then someone sent me a msg sa friendster ko.. w/ that connotation.. uhhh-ohhh... he's still there.....

that's sweet, @ the same time, sad..

i feel bad for him..really..

but.. i cant do anythin..

sorry...

i'm good now.. i'm fine.. ; )

*lost interest!*

uhh.. just one thing..

can someone explain to me what was that about?!

Currently feeling: numb

im actually at school today.. wala.. gmagawa kxe kami ng case study for case pres @ AFGH.. suuuuper dami naming gnagawa ngayon.. ewan ko na ba kung anu uunahin! harhar.. but still.. andito ako.. nabubuhay.. nyahaha..

bday ko ngayon.. inggit kayo?? heeheehee..

anu ba yan! ang stubborn ko! im not in the mood to blog.. haha!

Currently feeling: crazy

hmm... too much stuff to do.. haii.. ive been offline for 2 weeks straight and its making me go insane, doin all the school work & studyin.. and im tired.. head hurts a bit now..

just came home from my sunday nursing enhancement thing.. the review for the local board next year.. and a little bit of malling.. ^^ with honey & cherry.. then with my family.. haii.. im sooo bored! i cant find the right words.. haha.. but il do my best.. since this is my first entry in a few months now.. soo.. okay..

ive been busy with a lot of stuff lately.. the last thing that i told you was about the room renovations right? sooo.. it came out nicely.. ^^ and i am lovin it xoo much.. i enjoy spending time with myself there.. haha.. *i am soo lost! haha* oh.. and the glitter graphics that ive been designing personally?? haha.. i think im starting to become bored about it too.. haii.. coz it takes a lot of time and patience to do one... and that's what i dont have right now.. ^^

if i was asked to define what going to school means...? 2 words! suuuper hectic! i've been having problems in dealing with time this sem.. and because of our NEW schedules, which is hard to adapt, i am not alone! ^^ too many projects, assignments, exams.. and the THESiS ALONE???damn!!!i hope i could still make it..

haiii nakoh.. ang boring kong kausap noh!?! basta what 've been doin this past few weeks is that, im goin LOCO about GREY's ANATOMY! yeah!!!! haha... love the story.. the surgeries,,, mind-boggling terms.. and the characters.. hmmm... haha..^^ did i forget to mention the sex stories?? that is always the fun part! ^^ i recommend it...^^

nathan's bday.. haha.. daming foodtripping.. everyday was food trip day.. ^^ we ate out.. we ate @ yellow cab w/ his dutymates, @ seafood island w/ our families.. and.. i had no allergic reaction w/ the food!!! HARHARHAR!!! but actually, i spoke too soon.. last night, we ate @ teriyaki boy *granny's treat* and i ate 3 pcs of black-tiger-prawns-tempura and my tongue did swell.. F8ck talaga! hahaha.. hate it! hate it! i was enjoying the food tapos out of nowhere, histamine took charge!??! hate it!! haha..^^

my honey gave me something really nice.. i love it.. i wont tell what it was.. im wearing it right now.. c;

bracelet... hehehe.. sinabi rin.. retard! hahaha!!

then i gave him something din kanina.. coz he told me that this was for our monthsary and i had that in mind too... so i gave it in advance nalang din.. i wont tell you ulit what it was.. he's wearing it too!! c;

bracelet din.. ahahaha.. ang labo kong kausap!!! *topak!*

we did something good today..@ school.. me and my honey.. and it was SUPERB!!!.. i love him.. wont tell you what it was na talaga.. secret na yun.. ^^ BLEH!! haha..

okay.. gotta go na.. my duty tomorrow is @ AFGH, 7am-3pm.. have to wake up early.. ^^ til next post.. ^^

Currently feeling: groggy